IF.

The Mayan prophecy about the world is going to end this year is true; well then, I won't be spending my leisure time here writing a new post. Since 2011 had drew the curtains safely as a sign of the year had ended yesterday, and today - 2012 has come in peace, so it is safe to say the apocalypse isn't going to happen so soon (although, you don't know what's in store for us from God, me scares *shivers*)

It's kind of a tradition people will start making new resolutions and wishes as a fresh start in this new year. What about me? Well, another one big thing that I've learned throughout 2011: do not make new resolutions when you haven't accomplish your old resolutions. I mean, people tend to make new resolutions every day: like, you know, "This year, I'm going to start a family to settle down.", "Today, I'm going to push myself harder and not to study last minute.", "Starting tomorrow, I'm not going to bed late and wake up late the next morning.", "I promise to myself, starting today I won't drink too much anymore." Things like that.

I realised that when I'm making new resolutions, it's like adding another chores on my things-to-do list. If only I counted my resolutions in the past up to today, I would have a super long list of resolutions - which probably only less than half of it are accomplished. How can I tick off some of them when I cannot even manage my everyday things-to-do lists?

Big things like this need DISCIPLINE and COMMITMENT. And if only I don't have these two, it's like having a relationship with someone without love and care. I won't get anywhere if I don't have discipline and commitment to accomplish all of my resolutions.

It's not going to be an easy journey, but it won't be too hard either :) let me try and turn into a new leaf this year and see how far can I go. But that will need commitment too, hahahaha

Okay, so I will be adding a few new (not so new, but oh well, what can I say?) resolutions in my list and maybe, just maybe, tick a few things off the list in return.

1. TRY to excel my first semester examination. Who says being a Biotechnology student is easy?

2. BE more patient and forgiving towards others. This is QUITE hard, since I've just lost my precious cellphone two days ago. IN MY OWN HOUSE LIKE WHAT THE HALIMAH, THE IRONY OF IT. And we gave free food to the thieves, how could they not appreciate it and STEAL. (Ini orang macam ni mesti mau di kasi Yaasin juga ni aish)

3. I turn unofficially 20. So, I have to act like 20... how can I act like a 20-year-old when most of the time; I act like I'm 5?

4. LESS ego. Smile more :B

Maybe it's going to be a long list after all, since I've been adding now and then new resolutions in my head (about more than 10 already?). I'll write by and by about resolutions, but that would take some time because my writing mojo tends to come as fast as it goes. Oh yeah, people tend to write highlights of 2011 - what happened throughout the previous year. Maybe I'll write about that too, including how did we celebrate our New Year at the staircases of our dorm in Kolej Kediaman CD last night, but let's just see how far can my writing mojo lasts :P

p/s: It's January already. Am I waiting for something that won't happen? :( I promised Spring that we would meet each other this year, it seems like the hope for us to meet is fading. How sad, she said she would bring the first blooming flower for me too.

♥ nina.sha ♥