out of all things, the post below this post managed to be published, out of all the drafts that I've wasted my time on.

And on an another note, it wasn't even a draft. For the first time after such a long hiatus from the blogging world, I finally posted up one post - which it wasn't about me at all.

So what was that supposed to mean? Maybe it is a sign of "revelation" that I should move on or something. Or maybe; it is a sign that I should make another move to try - to take the risk and start over again.

I don't know what to think sometimes; about what I've been going through so far. There are things that I've enjoyed here, and some even memorable and hard to forget, even if it was a small series of events. There are things that I wanted to avoid from repeating the same mistakes. There are some things that are remembered and laid forgotten after some time; which I sometimes tried to remember, but somehow - I failed.

There are so many things happening while I'm not writing here. Maybe I'll write by and by - as a remembrance, or probably just a reminiscence and going down the memory lane. Don't expect more post in a short time because sometimes - even writing can be a painful activity.

Once you write down what you experienced in your life, there will be time that you'll be crying over the things that you've written. It doesn't happen everytime - but believe me, they do happen. When you write, you'll be dealing with lots and lots of truth - some are sweet and some are bitter. But writing is a good therapy - and that's why I rather write than talk; at times.

So, what have I been up to? Well, just about the basics - stressing over midterms, rushing the deadline of assignments, coping up with the hectic lifestyle of a university student, learning new lessons each day... nothing new to me.

However, being a first year degree student in Biotechnology really gives me a wake up call that I'm no longer having so much time for everything anymore. It's not that I'm not having fun or what - just that 24 hours isn't enough for me anymore (kinda ouch for me, since I've just learned time management during Study Skills classes last week), unlike when I was still a Foundation In Science student. It's the 7th week of lectures now - time flies faster than I imagine.

Talking about being a Biotechnology student in UMS ;) no other universities that offered 3-year duration for this course. Which means - we have to study harder in order to get superb results in such a short period of time hahaha! XD

There is still one question remains though, up to this day. I couldn't stop thinking about it.

"Do I even meant to be here? What am I even doing here?"

I wanted to comment more on this, but I'll just keep it low for now. It's not the best time for me yet to write about the statement above. Someday, when I finally got the answer.

I don't exactly have a clue why I finally came here today to write something, but there is a part of me that feels relieved after so long; it finally can rest to a long sleep.

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