Just because I remembered some things that I used to wish when I was younger.

The wishes that I couldn't possibly make it happen.

The wishes that I couldn't possibly look again. Like, for the time being.

The truth is; I keep on saying about wanting to do this and that and blah blah blah, but I do NOTHING to make it happen. In fact; I know I won't get anything without giving any effort to make wishes come true. Life doesn't come with that way of doing things - where you can simply find a four-leaf clover and your luck is there.

I like it here, being one of the first batch of Foundation in Science UMS. Honestly speaking, it changes many sides that I cannot change back when I was in high school. I learn so much about other things that I've never discovered before. I found my long lost passion in Biology, I begin to accept Physics and Maths, learn to like Chemistry, and want to be the best in English. I've met so many kinds of people that make me feel more open towards the others and even myself.

But then.

When the subject of studying abroad is being brought up again.

During English.

I honestly don't know what to say.

I know I shouldn't be thinking about other things anymore. Because I am guaranteed to be here, just that I don't know which course I'm going to.

I do know what I want.

I know where my sense of direction is, at least.

I do have things in mind about what I want to do if I ever graduate in the next few years.

But yeah, Biology distracts my attention to this issue. So maybe that's a good thing.

And probably other things that I might get soon - after waiting for sooo long ;)

♥ nina.sha ♥