seriously IE. no mercy oh you for those awesome blogskins :(

oh well, have to stick with this web browser then before i install google chrome later on ;) HAHA.

anyways, i haven't start revising yet for midterm exam. DIE LA, pfft.

my aim of getting a flat for this new semester is going down, i can feel it. NOTE THIS: sometimes, i'm not trying to demotivate myself or EVEN trying to shake off the nervousness of not doing the best during the exam. it's just that - i can feel it coming, and it always happens to me :(

people keep on saying kan, "i haven't done any revisions. i'm sure you do." when they actually DO theirs. unlike me, when i say i don't - I MEAN IT. to prove it, fine. let's wait for physics and biology results to come out then.

so yeah. i'm gonna study my ass off this whole week and set a new record on my grade paper. i wanna make sure chemistry, malaysian studies, maths and english hit at least an A minus. i'm gonna make the lecturers proud. if i cannot hit a flat for midterm, i can still hit a flat for finals. then i can go on with chasing my dream to become a doctor ;)

but still.

can i pretend that i've never taken any of those bloody subjects? especially physics, which i hate so damn much since i've learnt them in form 4? can i pretend that i've never dreamed of becoming a doctor before? can i pretend that i love arts, even though i'm not creative enough to be in arts department? seriously, i'm tired of trying and yet the results come out beyond my expectations.