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 Graduate with a degree
 A rainbow al-Quran
 To be a good Muslimah, insyaAllah :)
 Alone trip by train to nowhere
 A library full of books

memories.
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Thursday, December 9, 2010
fall from grace, 12:20 AM, 0 comments
i'm so in the mood to blog something now, so pardon me for the long post ;)


i practically liked the day today - except for the malaysian studies nightclass, unfinished biology assignment and the maths test that i technically detested. but otherwise, i kinda liked today for some reasons :)


one; because i tripped. TWICE, i'm telling you - just because i wore a goddamned high heels today D: once, i almost (ALMOST) fell when i was going down from the bus to SST. but thank god la no one saw (or maybe even realized) that i almost knocked myself down. the second part was worse. I REALLY TRIPPED BECAUSE OF MY OWN STUPIDITY. oh god, you don't know how embarassed i was when the others saw me falling.

and it happened veryyy slowly, like a movie going in a slow motion.

the more embarassing-yet-funny part kan, i blamed cassey for everything XD so kasian this she, i practically yelled at her when she was being nice to ask me to go to the other way when i preferred to walk on the narrower side of the stairs. WITH HEELS, buduuu ohhh. good la people got my good nature today, because i couldn't help laughing along with them - of my own stupidity. i admitted also ba in the end when me and cassey eventually subsided the whole laughing part.

god these people i tell you ;) one of the craziest group of classmates i've ever known. i cannot ask for more than this piece of memory to keep you know. but still. EMBARASSING BA PEOPLE.


two; mummeh made my dayyy :D:D when i saw her texts sent to me, i couldn't help smiling widely looking at them. oh mamma, she's practically being solemn to me - since i thanked her for paying up the broadband - but all the same, your texts really made my day oh mummy :D

now and then i realized how much i missed home and the people inside it. i missed how much mamma mocked, scolded and warned for all scrapes that i've done, daddy debated with me about the latest news headlines and telling us numerous stories about his past, wawan and bibi for being my supporters and "secret boxes" for some issues, and my sista for being a sidekick of mine. and my GAY partner :D hahaha!

look what mamma sent to me this afternoon.

me;mamma

mak... tq sbb byr broadband ah hehe :D (mama... thanks for paying the broadband ah hehe :D)
brabis blajar kau jgn sibuk cri game/ lagu ja jgn sia2 kan pluang yg ada (study hard child, don't be too busy finding games or songs... don't miss out the chances you have to study there)
ya... hehe. i love you mak :D (yes, okay... hehe. i love you mama :D)
mana kau simpn resepi kek btik mama mau buat (where did you put the batik cake recipe, mama wants to do it)
sa ndak ingt d mna sa ltak tu... yg pntg, dia d blik sa jg tu... sa ingt jg ba resepi dia, nnt sa bg dia pnya resepi (i don't remember where did i put the recipe... it was in my room, i remember the recipe, i'll give it to you later)
ba (okay)


funny baaa, i said i love you - and she asked for batik cake recipe :) but then, thinking about it back, i felt like tearing up. okay, emotional moments alright? :') and daddy called me shortly after that! :D he asked about my day, and reloaded me with credits, which i looove so much so good ohhhh, they're like the BEST parents i've ever had you know!


ONE FINE DAY, I PROMISE.

okay. moving on, before i start to tear up in front of the screen.


three; OH MA GEE, CASSEY ASHLEY WILL BE BACK IN KK! ftw yeah, booyah! :D do i need to say more? we have a lot of catching up to do! and guess what, we're going to the first outing together this saturday to HOBBYCON woohoo! i cannot imagine oh meeting after sooo long, must be crazy la all of us this XD oh, and val too! movies day for us, anybody? ;)


four; sam tsui songs. too awesome for this pair of ears to hear hehe :) hear thisss.






nice nice nice nice nice. I LOVE YOU SAMUEL TSUI


by the way. i'm sorry for behaving like a bastard to you.


but then, if only you realized that i'm expecting the same effort from you in this friendship - i hope you understand. knowing you really made me open up to some of denials and also introduced me to some of the flaws that i've never seen before. how do expect me not to act cold to you when you're not even saying anything to me - at least a simple hello?

what if i make those things to you? well, i am now, but it wasn't my intention at all. it comes naturally, as a girl.

but really, i'm very very sorry.



p/s: eff math test. lots of wtf questions. goodbye medical school :(

♥ nina.sha ♥

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