SOMETIMES, I DO WONDER:

1. how the little things in life can change your whole perspective about an issue.

2. how a person that you know for a short time can make the biggest impact; possibly, change an aspect in your life - FOREVER.

3. how can you love person today, and you won't feel the same thing again tomorrow. or maybe the next - just because the fire dies. or simply; "just because".

4. how our dreams can be crushed by our own mistakes. well; REALITY BITES. and you cannot get everything that you want in this world.

5. how you thought things supposed to be happening this way; and in the end, the epilogue isn't going as the way it should be. reality isn't like a film, you can plan but you cannot expect everything to go smooth like you hope it should be.


i'm not searching for answers for the time being ;) i'm just pointing the notes out that have been circling on my mind lately.

well; as you see - it's been a long time since i haven't post up anything, practically since august. when people keep posting up about their daily routines, random rants, pictures and stories behind them or just simple thoughts about life - i've been keeping all of those things to myself.

for the past few months, i've been logging in and out of blogger since my last post. i've tried a numberless of times to write something during those times, but somehow - i failed. i don't know why.


i remembered, when i was younger i could write 3 posts in one day. 3 effing posts that contained nothing (i mean, they were nothing much in those posts; just some random thoughts that i had to let them out haha) when i read them back, i couldn't believe i could write that much.

now, even with lots of exciting stuffs - i can't simply write like i used to. it SUCKS la when i cannot do that anymore :( now kan, i cannot even write about the awesome friends that i've met in UMS, new crushes *wink wink*, my dorm life and all stuffs about us in UMS. and i cannot even write about how much do i miss my old friends who are away.


ISH, shit oh. it sucks growing up sometimes :/

but then, if i don't grow up - i will NEVER, ever meet the people that i've been hanging out now :) and the best part - i'll never get to wear a REAL lab coat XD





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