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Monday, March 29, 2010
i'll never be the same, if we ever meet again, 1:58 AM, 0 comments
Music: Timbaland ft. Jojo - Lose Control
Mood: Mixedit's not that i don't want to do this.
i just can't do it. i just can't.
don't ask why either; because i'm finding the answer myself.
maybe in this kind of thing, everything matters from a to z.
it sucks to be a grown-up sometimes :\
i wish i can make decision as i did when i was a little kid who didn't care whether the decision made was right or wrong.
although i have to say, it's tempting.
but i can't do it - maybe it's about dignity. i don't know either.
maybe seeing afifah on saturday off to plkn and realisation that hit me made me feel down a bit. okay, that's a lie - I ACTUALLY FEEL SAD.
i just couldn't tear up, that's all. aish.
i really wish reality doesn't bite that hard, sometimes.
i'm not good in handling farewell and goodbyes after all :'( aish.
and about the realisation. haih, i'm going to hell soon! D:
♥ nina.sha ♥