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Monday, March 22, 2010

i left my head and my heart on the dancefloor, 11:27 PM, 0 comments

Music: Lady Gaga ft. Beyonce - Telephone

Mood: Not too good, but yeah.

MARCH IS DEFINITELY NOT MY MONTH.
although; i have to admit i get through of this shaky month in a smooth way.

talking about posting up things, i have to be honest; i don't feel too sincere to post up anything since i faced my super fugly spm results about 11 days ago. however, since i hate to see my blog being so empty and dead - i decided to put up some little things anyway.

probably for people to laugh at.

so yeah, go on and laugh at my plight. it will do you good, before i bite anyone's head off. seriously ;]

first off; my spm results. yep, super ugly. like, really bida tahap dewa. if i can burn the thing, i would. but since i still need it for placement to universities and scholarships (i hope, fingers crossed), i decided to keep it nice in my profile and never looked at it again.

pfft. i wish la.

things that i realized after getting my results though; it's not really as ugly as it seems after lots of times looking at it - considering that i was quite proud of my science subjects (exception to add maths, which i was lucky enough to get a freaking passed) since i could never passed my science subjects during school exams. it will do wilfred, cecelia and saw good, i did promise to them that i would get a nice grade for my science subjects :D

but then, i wished i got a better grade for my bm which was my best subject way back when i was in high school. i'm not kidding ba, it's true. ironicly, i got a better grade for my english, though both languages are my strength in my school exams and never failed to make my results looked very cantik last time :):)

oh teacher sim. you never tell me that the sense of irony is painful!
now i know how eric birling feels ;] if you know who i meant.

second thing kan; i failed at my best thing. god, that's worse oh, budu ni. how could i not estimate my jarak with a damn... zebra-coloured poles? shit. i could kill the person who asked me to get out of the car, but thanks to humanity issues - i spared his life. thank me for being nice. i could give a punch on your face if i want to.

third thing; where should i go after my fugly results. hmm, mom asks me to consider myself taking stpm, which is a big risk i'm taking if i am taking it later on. i don't really mind about taking another big exam next year - but i'm scared that i cannot commit myself to study my ass off to pay off my bad spm results. and i hate the fact that i have to stay at home for a longer time; which can make me go crazy anytime soon. nevermind, i'm gonna think about that later.

i might be staying in kk for good to continue my studies here, if i ever get the placement in ums for asasi sains, and then continue my degree in medical in the same university. for the sake of being a doctor, i don't care where i have to go - russia or malaysia, i just want to chase my dream and make it real :D

after all, mom promised me a car if i ever get myself to ums.
so yeah, my p license won't die off just like that XD

i feel a little bit relieved after typing things off my chest in here.
perhaps, forcing myself to write these craps is working after all :)

oh kerajaan, please be nice to me.

Labels: things are not too shabby

♥ nina.sha ♥

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