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Sunday, February 28, 2010

where do i go now, with fear that haunts me?, 12:25 PM, 0 comments

Music : Adam Lambert - Sleepwalker

Mood : Fucked up, bitch

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Sometimes; I feel like taking a pair of scissors and stab it on someone.

Sometimes; I feel like laughing over pathetic things, or for no reason at all.

Sometimes; I feel like shouting to shut the fucking world up.

Sometimes; I feel like curse every single thing that goes wrong in my life.

Sometimes; I feel like knocking the window of someone's car and just blame them for everything shitty that happened to me.

Sometimes; I feel like I'm having a bipolar disorder.

Sometimes; I feel like I want to turn back the time so that I know what went wrong.

Sometimes; I feel like punching the wall until my hands bleed.

Sometimes; I just feel like commiting a murder, RIGHT NOW.

Sometimes; I feel like grabbing a hammer and throw it at a mirror.

Sometimes; I feel like pushing a random person from the toppest floor of a tall building.

Sometimes; I feel like screaming to you "I HATE YOU, BITCH."

Sometimes; I feel like asking myself, "What's wrong with you?"

Sometimes; I feel like wishing that I never meet you before.

Sometimes; I feel like I want everything to end today. I mean, today.

Sometimes; I feel like jumping out of the window of my bedroom, for the sake of finding freedom.

Honestly, I think my head is really screwed this time.

Ironic, because I had so much fun last week.

♥ nina.sha ♥

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