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Friday, December 11, 2009

Just Pull the Trigger, If Only You're Brave Enough to Do It., 2:32 PM, 0 comments

Rihanna - Russian Roulette

I don't know why, but I'm getting clumsier all of a sudden; since SPM finished days ago.

I can't find my pendrives anywhere, Hazel's pendrive is missing - ~~she is so going to be mad at me~~, my storybooks are all over the place, pictures scatter everywhere in my room. And, what surprise ME the most is I could find all of my fucking school books, exercise books and reference books - and I actually even piled them up and tied them in a few piles for recycle purposes!!! This is so amazing, showing how much I spent so much time just on books - possibly almost half of my life.

Okay, like honestly - I don't mean to burn all of my books - it's just a damn metaphore! Of course, when you're busy with exams, and you finally get your long-lost holiday; of course you're happy? Are they punishing me now for saying I'm going to burn them?

Listen, I deleted my shout out in Facebook. Happy now?

And honestly, if people are asking me, "Hey, are you going anywhere for your hols?" seriously people, I'll say nowhere BECAUSE somebody just cancelled off my trip to KL (and yeah - that'll include the shitty Genting Highlands trip as well) and used financial problems as an excuse. Sometimes, I think that it's better for me not to have the holidays rather than people cancel it just so that people cannot see me being happy for once.

Guess what? I'm creating my own happiness. Exactly.

First, I'm going to sign up for A-Level in KL (yeah, fat chance - I'm taking MAHSA by the way) and fly there alone, without anyone interrupts me. I'm going to stay there for as long as I want until I get bored of seeing KL, and I'll go home - if I'm not broke at that time. And then, I'm going to the university that I want to go so badly and makes sure everyone says yes. There you go, one hell of a plan that me myself doesn't sure if it's going to work.

I want to go out too. But the thing is; I'm so bored of going out already.

I want to go out and watch movies with friends but I'm bad with planning things. I want to go for a karaoke too, but I can't find any suitable groups to go with - other than Hazel, Rachel and Janet. Sometimes, I just wish I can get a driving license in one click and there you go! - I can go out to anywhere I want. Or the shopping malls are so near to my house that I can easily walk to them like my own home. God, by God I'm hell bored.

You know, bored? TV, music, books, onlining - these stuffs cannot make me survive for long!

Cassey, you still owe me and invitation to go for a paintball :) Waiting for your call.

btw, yeah - imissschoolsomuch :)

Labels: boring, random, rantings

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